I don't actually know what I want to do anymore. I mean, I know what I want to do, but how I want to manifest it is what I don't know. I could go plenty of ways! Or combine two ways with one. Like, right now I'm having a lot of fun being an artist and
doing art projects that relate to or are publications, like making prints, and zines & all, but if I want to be an editor for comics, from what I've gathered, I firstly have to either write or draw comics. I like writing stories once I get into it, but I've
never done anything that is comic-book worthy, nor do I even feel like going that route. Plus, I think I may have to abandon the whole art thing due to time constraints, I don't know.
I also don't like the idea of building my way up to something, which I'll have to work double or triple as hard because it's a boys' club, and then managing something that I didn't start but that also doesn't do anything too special/revolutionary/humanitarian.
I like the idea of starting my own thing, and having a collective of similar-yet-different-and-bold voices. Do you know what I mean? I'd be much happier being an editor for something that I started. If I do my own thing, I'd want to keep the art alive. I'm
not too sure how to even explain what I mean when I say art, but I don't just want to write articles, I like making prints and creative publications. I want to make artist books and all that.
But I would very much like the experience of being an editor for some type of publication, online or in print. I want the experience of working for someone, in this position or in a similar position.